Friday, August 07, 2009

What if I don't have an answer?

There comes a point in time where we have to decide what we want to do for the rest of our lives. Be it to sing, teach, dance, treat, think, dream...

I've always envied people who know what they want to do, what they want to be. It's like they have a purpose and a goal in life. All they have to do is to work towards it.
Unfortunately, i'm one of those who have yet to figure out what i want to do. My case is like a pendulum that swings back and forth. Kind of like how bis decide which gender to go for each day. Today i may have an inclination for economics, the next day, it's medicine.
Dang i seriously can't make up my mind. People have been telling me that i'm a dude and i have time to mull over this. However much that is true, i kind of like to get answers to questions that i have. I don't like leaving things hanging. Haha maybe that's why i can't do philosophy. Why answer a question with another question? The heck? Haha

For some reason, these days i've been obsessed with finding out what people think i'll grow up to become. And if i discount the first two answers of pimp and social escort (which is like.. omg i so want to pick those up -_-), mostly everyone says i'll end up in business o.0
Dang haha a new entrant into my list of potential careers.

What to do... what to be...
i wish i had the answers.

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